Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Can I ?

Can I take everything as easy as I want ?

I myself still searching for an answer.. People will keep asking me " Are you really can get the pain ? " but too bad I myself also dunno whether I can take it or not.

These few weeks, I feel that myself is a good worker but not a healthy worker. I keep on forcing myself to be busy and keep on spending my time in office.... I really dunno wat is this life for?
Is this the life that i want ? I myself also keep the question in myself... am i lying myself that this should b my life ??

I feels suffer these few weeks that too many things appens and it really hurts me.... but there is no medicine can cure it ? ? As I grow oldr there is more things happends on me ..... there is too many things in my life ..." CLUTTER LIFE"... sometimes I'll think off how can I be the 1 that I knew while I was young ? but too bad ..... I as a dish had added too many " AJINOMOTO "
The taste will be not that pure anymore... the dish becomes more unhealthy if it is being eaten...

CAn i throw out the dish and start to cook another dish ??? but too bad the answer is no.... Even I can throw everything when I cook a new dish I still add in spices ..... slowly slowly it will also like current dish becomes " ROJAK"

EEERrrrrrr!!!!!! still have face with my ROJAK life !!!!! Hope I can Go further !!!!