Sunday, March 21, 2010

Gambatae....tired life!!!!!!!!!!

Omg .... Now only I realize ow tired would be my working life......

I really feels that tired and I realize that I couldn't sleep well every night.....

I really need my sleep to be completed.... but too bad it is just a wish..... will it be real????? I really will never know when will it become true in my life......

I feels so different from the life I had during my study moment no matter is primary.... secondary or even in my college life...... I feels so regret that I never enjoy my college life and i keep on blame on my life that full of assignments..... full of coursework.....

Time will never flows back to the moment again...... after i step into the working society..... I only realize that life is not easy...... society is so complicated...... human is fantastic....... human is powerfull.......job is really horrible.........

Times go on...... I need to force myself to adopt into the condition.... I need to bare all the responsible..... I need to get myself feels better in the society..... it is so tough for me..... can i go bac to my study life????? The answer is NO for this moment..... I'm no so sure whether will I step in to the study condition 1 day...... but it is definitely NO in this stage........


I was thinking of seeking for HELP frm the society..... but the society gave me an answer that... it is not asy to get help from anyone but the best solution is to work hard and help by ownself.......Seeking for HELP from others is much more difficult than work hard by ownself....

Busy life had caused me not writting blogs fo 2 weeks...... I really wish that I could spent my time to express myself through blogging...... too bad....... job had force me not to do soooo............

Save myself........ go sleep now and work hard for tomorow....GO Go Go .........