Gambatae....tired life!!!!!!!!!!

Omg .... Now only I realize ow tired would be my working life......

I really feels that tired and I realize that I couldn't sleep well every night.....

I really need my sleep to be completed.... but too bad it is just a wish..... will it be real????? I really will never know when will it become true in my life......

I feels so different from the life I had during my study moment no matter is primary.... secondary or even in my college life...... I feels so regret that I never enjoy my college life and i keep on blame on my life that full of assignments..... full of coursework.....

Time will never flows back to the moment again...... after i step into the working society..... I only realize that life is not easy...... society is so complicated...... human is fantastic....... human is powerfull.......job is really horrible.........

Times go on...... I need to force myself to adopt into the condition.... I need to bare all the responsible..... I need to get myself feels better in the society..... it is so tough for me..... can i go bac to my study life????? The answer is NO for this moment..... I'm no so sure whether will I step in to the study condition 1 day...... but it is definitely NO in this stage........


I was thinking of seeking for HELP frm the society..... but the society gave me an answer that... it is not asy to get help from anyone but the best solution is to work hard and help by ownself.......Seeking for HELP from others is much more difficult than work hard by ownself....

Busy life had caused me not writting blogs fo 2 weeks...... I really wish that I could spent my time to express myself through blogging...... too bad....... job had force me not to do soooo............

Save myself........ go sleep now and work hard for tomorow....GO Go Go .........

Happy Life ..... Funny friends

Fantastic life I ever had......

New life.... new friends...... new condition.....

I thought it will be my tough life to get into a new condition..... to join with all the strangers in Agilent....

Life is really unexpected...... i cannot imagine that all my colleague treat me so kind so friendly to me.....for only 2 and a half weeks .... they already treat me like a small family.... they teach me everything... guide me to perform well in my job....

They never being selfish in teaching me and guiding me...... every function they invite me.....any food they share with me.... but Chris fell so sorry this morning ....I saw ur very cute homemade cookies... but so sorry that I felt a little bit stress that time therefore I rejected ur treat...... I will bring my cup to office so that I will nt reject ur "ang zho tea".....

I felt so lucky to know my gang of friends .... no matter they are my old old buddies or newly met friends they treat me so good that I cant imagine my life is so wonderful.....

Just a few days ago.... one of my silly old buddy and I were in Toys"R"Us doing funny things ......I never wonder two 22 years old lady will get shock by the cute little barbie doll. ....

Naughty hand scared ourselves.......this 2 funny girl keep on pressing on the doll to listen to the sound made by the doll.... finally get shock when the doll's hand move...... stupid silly girl......sigh.....22 already still doing the action like small kids.....stupid me and Chien......Lian.... unfortunately u are not with us when we get shock...hahahaha

friendship forever to all my dearest friends......

Working Life Started..............

I really cannot imagine that time goes so fast....

Just a few years ago I'm still enjoying my honeymoon, secondary life...and my happy college life

Now .... I'm stepping into my challenging working life....

First day of my working life is still ok to me... but slowly I need to adopt myself into a new environment and learning something that I'm not familiar to it..... I feel really tough for me in this new working environment...

I was thinking that I will be able to set myself free from the exams life..... but what I think is actually not true in my reality life...

I had been suffer for the past few days to read, understand and memorizing the history, overview, procedures and the policies of the company.... I never imagine my new life will be full of challenges to read all those materials..... thats why I started to realize that ' Life is unpredictable'

The position name is not tally with what i expect the job to be.... oh my godness.... I stepped into the wrong hole.....hahahahaha... stupid me being fool by the position name....

Just finnish my trainning days last week.... my on board trainning will started tomorrow... I wonder how will it be for the rest of working life...... iish......can't imagine.....

人生的起跑点

毕业后的第一份工作就是我人生的起跑点吗？

不懂该说自己幸运或是新年旺我。。。

从拉曼学院考完试后，突然一瞬间找不到了自我。曾经怀疑自己的能力，也曾经怀疑自己的潜能，更是害怕社会的种种问题。顿时让我喘不过气来，考试的日子过去了，我即将面对的是一群我所不认识的同事，我所陌生的公司，我陌生的工作时间， 我又要重拾自己的生活方式， 重新面对人生的挑战咯！！！！

第一次与公司签合约，心里很紧张。。笨笨的我竟然不知所措，该问些什么问题都不懂，该了解什么也一窍不通。。一个月前就开始紧张担心找不到工作的我终于有个寄托了，能够开开心心的享受新年的气息了！！！

好久没享受庆祝新年的心情了，几年来不是担心考试就是担心功课，根本没办法好好享受及等待新年的到来。今年本小姐就要好好享受庆祝新年咯。。 再不享受可能未来的几年又要受到工作的折腾不能好好过新年了！！

初十开工。。做好准备抗战咯。。。。。比赛要开跑了。。。加油！加油！加油！

新年万岁！！！